Did you know that I used to be a smoker? It’s true. I started when I was about 16 years old, and didn’t really quit till I was about 26.
Circa 2000
TEN YEARS of my life were spent in a cloud of blue-grey smoke, caughing, hacking, and putting on weight. I’m one of those weirdos who actually LOST weight every time I tried to quit smoking, because I would usually get through cravings by running or working out and I would stop going to bars (where the temptation to smoke was too much for me) which drastically reduced my alcohol intake.
Smoking is a terrible habit, everyone knows that. It did devastating things to my poor little lungs, not to mention my skin, hair, and nasal passages. Honestly, this is my driver’s license photo from when I was 19:
Those dark circles around my eyes were caused by my smoking – my sinuses were all kinds of effed up while I smoked.
I haven’t had a cigarette in a long time, and even though I still get that pang every once in a while, I just think about my training and the craving vanishes (even one or two puffs on a cig causes MAJOR disruption on any ensuing runs – I have a harder time breathing, I run at a slower pace, and I hack up all kinds of grosseness.)
I’m pretty proud of myself for breaking that terrible habit. I feel like smoking is DEFINITELY behind me now, and I feel free and liberated from it.
So, what does this have to do with muffins, you ask? Well, I’ve decided to kick another bad habit – the store-bought muffin habit. I know that store-bought muffins (and all store-bought baked goods) are TERRIBLE for our health: they are full of trans fats, they hover around the 400 calorie mark, they are usually filled with sugar and white flour, and they leave us hungry for more so soon after they’re gone. Nothing about them is good, except for that instant gratification I get from biting into a big-ass muffin.
That’s when I made the correlation between my muffins and my cigarettes. Both are bad (despite being “goooooood”), both don’t do anything for my lifestyle or running regimen, both are unnecessary in my life. And if I can kick something as addictive as cigarettes, I KNOW I can kick the bad muffin habit.
I haven’t had a store-bought muffin in 8 days. I think I’m off to a good start! So here’s the deal: no more Bridgehead triple berry muffins or lemon scones:
No more Second Cup blueberry scone, no more dough balls of any kind from any specialty coffee shop or bakery. On top of that, forget the packaged bars, or individually wrapped breakfast cookies. They are (like cigarettes) a waste of money, and I don’t need them!!!
So… Can you guess what I’ve been doing in the meantime?
Baking at home, of course! Ah, home-made baked goods, where you can see what ingredients you’re putting into your muffins, where they are sized appropriately for a snack (and not a whole meal), where you can experiment with fresh flavour combos.
This month alone I’ve made some mint-chocolate brownies (with mint from the garden – so good!)
Some lemon poppyseed muffins, and these super moist applesauce-oatmeal muffins:
So you can expect to see me baking a whole lot more now that I have to get my dough fix at home, and hopefully you’ll see me kick another bad habit to the curb!
PS. If you’re thinking of quitting smoking, congratulations and good luck!!! It took me a couple of tries before I quit for good, but I figured that any day I didn’t smoke was one step closer to breaking cigarettes’ grip over my life.


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